Sunday, July 29, 2007

I need some eneryg-booster. My energy's running out, and I'm not very sure that I can last until November. The prospect of attaining something that is so close yet so far is exhausting. I wanna drop everything and anything, and sleep till November, but I know that's not possible. Some times, I just felt like a candle burning out slowly, for the lack of oxygen. Other times, I felt relaxed, and I know that I can do it. But I'm afraid. Of failing. Of disappointing the many people who have stood by me. I need some light, please. I know I'm not the only one who is going through all these, I know many who are in the same boat. I know we can do this, and we can only do it when we stand by each other. And consult the teachers. I know it's gonna be a tough journey ahead, but let's just brace ourselves for it. We haven't got a choice. We have to do this, otherwise, we are just wasting two years of our lives here. Then, that hits me.

Berani buat, berani tanggung. I just gotta face the strong waves in front of me. I ain't got a choice.

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