it's so funny how everything turns out the opposite of how you want it to be. it's so funny how people can stare at someone for so long and not recognising that someone. it's so funny how humans are always deviating away from their plans when they have meticulously planned everything out. it's so funny when what a girl used to like, now becomes something which even boys like. it's so funny how no one seemed to notice anything funny, no one but ME.

oh well..you know when i've lost part of my mind when i start ranting about these kinds of stuff.

next time i plan a schedule, i must do it:
i) with my iBook in mind
ii) with the TV in mind
iii) with food in mind
iv) with the hours i spend doing something else besides that thing i planned and set out to do

basically, I HATE MYSELF.

after doing like 10 math problems, i watch 2 hours worth of TV and spend 2 hours worth on the computer. i have such a SHORT ATTENTION SPAN. tell me about it....

after memorising 3 pages of history, which, by the way, is totally dry and 'exciting', because it's on Southeast Asia, i spend 2 days worth of whiling my time away, doing anything and everything except history. no wonder i can't complete the whole syllabus.

after highlighting all the 'important' notes in my econs lecture notes, and doodling, to top onto that, i basically did not touch the whole thing until the next week or so.

one word: PATHETIC

that's right. PATHETIC

nothing more apt than that to describe me at this freaking moment in my life.

that's it


i'm OUTTA HERE