It's so depressing that what you set out to do was eventually crushed by others. Here's what happened. Initially, I wrote in the previous entry that I am going to cut my hair, right? Ok, imagine this. About 6 hours later, I was told that I couldn't cut my hair today because my sister has other plans, which means that I have to go alone. And there is no way I am going all the way to Kembangan alone just to cut my hair. Hmph..

Why must we sacrifice our happiness for others? Why? I know that I am always one to put others before myself, but why should I give in so that others would be happy? Should I fight for my own happiness or should I just leave with my head held high?

Ok, so, that is SO drama. Anyways, I think I shouldn't depress anyone too much, since my mom nearly flipped when she saw my results slip. I mean, 1 U, 2 S's, 1 C and 2 D's. Woah. I should totally get an award for this, but hey, at least those are decent grades. Shan't say which subjects I got those grades for. It'll only make me more humiliated as I already am. And yup, you guessed it. Only 3 people in my PDG passed overall. The rest of the 18 people failed. No prizes for guessing which group I'm in. Haha...Here I am, being so light-hearted about it.

I miss him. Should I tell him?