7 DAYS TO HARI RAYA

I don't know if this raya is going to be as eventful as the last one, even though I was taking my O Levels in the midst of hari raya-ing. Heh. According to mum, the first day of raya will be reserved for tahlil kenduri arwah yaii. I'm fine with it, really. Just don't make me wash the dishes. I don't want to get my *beautiful* clothes all wet. Sheesh. I sound spoilt. But seriously, everytime during raya, especially at my nyaii's place, where the family and their families and whoever else can spill out until the corridor. There's like a lot of people congregating at one place simply because nyaii is the eldest. And without fail, every year, I have to either (a)Wash the dishes, i.e. cups and bowls and plates, (b)Serve drinks, (c)Refill the kuih and cookies so that it would not be empty for the guests to eat and then carry it to the living room, or (d)Make the drinks, in any case, I don't know how to make tea. Just milo.

I went to buy my heels for raya. It's like so gorgeous because it's silver and I lovie love silver! Like seriously, it's diamante and all, kind of sweet if you ask me. I didn't check out the price, until I paid for it. Tsk tsk. I don't know if that's good or bad. But either ways, I find it prettaye and very attention-seeking. Heh. Beware you freaks of silver. I'm coming my way.

The AJ Open House went pretty well, and I kind of messed up my steps, but only for the first performance, maybe because I'm nervous and all. Apart from the performance, I have to honestly say that it's boring, and it looks like a cliche open house carnival straight out of a book. You know those gigantic balloons which they place some air thingie underneath? The one which keeps floating? Yeah. That's pathetic, simply because it's blue and yellow. AJ's famous for that, trust me. But what was more exciting was that I got a real good look at my eye candy like dozens and millions and trillions of times, and on some occasions, he saw me dancing on stage. I was like, "Whee!". It was good, mind you. I knew this time, there wasn't any hair out of place or I looked like I just emerged from a disaster, like say, a hurricane or a typhoon. I knew I looked pretty good. But boy, I really felt like dying from heat exhaustion and extreme thirst because it was such a hot day, what with the haze and everything else, and to add onto that, I was fasting. Ok, I'll not complain that much because I've faced worser conditions when I was in secondary school, but now, it's much different because it's been a long time since I experienced extremities like that, even though I have been fasting when I should. Confused? Perhaps. But you know what? That's not my problem.

I got back my GP, in which I passed, with an E, and my Math, in which, whose result I don't even want to post it here because it is so horrendously terrible and I hope that that will be my only Ugly grade in my report slip. If anyone is sharp enough, they will notice what I get for Math. Terrible. Absolutely Ugly. I think I will be getting back my History paper later, and according to highly (un)reliable sources, a lot of us did pretty badly for the paper. Gosh! What a disaster. And add Econs to that, which also, according to (un)reliable sources, 1 out of 10 idiots passed with an E. Seriously, are they out to promote or retain us?They can't possibly retain the whole cohort right? Look at it this way: If they retain the whole cohort, they can save money on Orientation next year. Because we will already have been well-versed with the school and it's policies.

Much as I hate to admit it, what I've done so far was laying out future possibilities if I ever fail my exams, which I hope not. I think my brains are already started to feel like jelly, and it's now time for my judgement. Till then. Hope for the best, ok?