Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Truth be told, I'm going insane trying my very best squinting my eyes at the computer screen every night, reading resolutions after resolutions. Seriously, though I've never claimed this before, but SIMUN is driving me crazy. I've lots of things to edit, and the conference is the day after tomorrow! Oh my goshness! I want to be exceptional here, I'm not planning on being a very laid-back delegate as soon as I'm there. I wanna speak my thoughts out - provocatively - but in order to do that, I have to read. And reading font size 6 is no joke, I'm telling ya. It's like reading Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice, only much worse. No, don't get me wrong. I love what I'm doing, but it's just that there's always this sunken feeling in me that is always probing and making me jealous that my other mates might be having the time of their lives tomorrow, during the ML Camp. But I'm not regretting. I've made fabulous friends like Dara Jey from the Canadian International School, Alex, Isabelle, Chirag Soni, Tanoy Salkahar, Pierre, and everybody else. I'm having the time of my life, but sometimes, I do need to take a breather. Oh wells. Maybe when the conference is over, I'll catch up on my life, and start being more sociable towards Asians. Haha. As for now, I can't wait to attend the conference, because I believe that this would be my stepping stone into the world of UN. Yes, I'm planning to work in the UN. If not, I'll settle for National Geographic.

Aslinda finally updated her blog, but still, it is unsatisfactory. Haha, smack that, you little twit. :D

I miss hanging out with my friends. It's all SIMUN's fault. But hey, look at it another angle. Even if I lose my JC friends (God forbid that should happen), I still have my international friends. :D

Till then, wish me luck for the conference. I am aiming for a Best Position Paper and the Best Resolution and the Most Charismatic Speaker and Most Popular among HR delegates (haha..maybe that's too much, isn't it?). I'm so excited, I could hardly wait!

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