What's the worst thing that you can ask another person in times of extreme stress? "Would you wish that things were back where they were 10 years ago? When we were still little children, playing tag and being ever so carefree?"

I hate that question. Still hate it.

I mean, come on. The world's moving. You've got to move on too, y'know. You can't just stay at one spot, stay stagnant, and wish for everything to be the way you want it to be. It just doesn't work that way. Because everything, every single step we take in life, every single breath, every single act we commit, is predestined. We can control it, but we can't control every aspect of our life. It's just too impossible. Similarly, turning back time would be another worse catastrophe that can ever happen. As much as I hate that question, if I were asked (which I was, on a few occasions), I would curtly say that I would not change anything. Because I believe fully that whatever that has happened has happened for the best. It's like, if you wanna change your life, you're sort of being ungrateful. And I don't think that it's right. Ok, so it sounds super-imposing, but face it, guys, the Higher Power would absolutely dislike it if we are anything ungrateful. So, the thing is, we should really learn how to be grateful for once, and not sit quietly, thinking about ways in which we can turn back time and change whatever we wanna change. We cannot change it. Everything happens for a reason. And that reason, we have got to accept without question. That's just the way life works.

I'm sick of people asking me for favours. Seriously, I get so many favours asked within a week! It's not that I don't want to help, but it is not in my capacity to help others when I am trying to help myself. Especially if you asked me to do you a favour which goes against my values and principles. I feel that I have wronged myself. I'm not trying to sound very angelic or goody-two-shoes here, but I am that person who is fixed on my values and not easily swayed. And I hate being asked to do favours that I am not in favour of! Period. So if you ever see me scrunching my face when you asked me to do something, then the message is clear. I don't wanna help you anymore.

Oh my God, I can't wait for everything to come to an end. The shrink was right. Studying at an intense pace like this for two years needs lots of stamina. I bet mine's like a close to null position. I need some strength. Please God, grant me that strength to last myself till my pain is over. Cos I don't have anybody strong enough to support me emotionally right now...

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back