Lamunan Terhenti
Entah mengapakah hatiku bergetaran
Bila bertemu lagi oh, kekasih lama
Ku cuba selindungkan api keresahan
Namun perasaan ini berapi di dalam

Ku kira engkau sudah melupakan
Kerna itulah engkau nampak tenang
Lainlah aku walau ketika ini
Masih membara ingatanku terhadapmu

Ku singkap kenangan dulu
Sewaktu kasih berputik
Kugenggam erat tanganmu
Kau tunduk sembunyikan wajah
Namun dapat aku meneka hatimu
Sehati denganku

Lalu kau mendongak berbalas renungan
Dan dengan perlahan tangan kau lepaskan
Kau pun berlalu dalam kepekatan malam
Tinggal aku seorang

Terhenti lamunan bila ku dikejutkan
Engkau dipimpin pergi oleh seseorang
Dalam keterpaksaan kau melangkah kaki (pergi)
Namun sempat jua kau menoleh ku disini

Omg, I love this song! I've been listening it since a few days ago, and it really helps me to de-stress, especially in times like this. Ok, so it's a slow song, but so what? This song is the sex, baby! And oh, another song that I've been listening to kinda frequently - ISABELLA. Haha. Raudhah, I know what you're thinking, but it's not that, okay? No, no, not that 1998 version by the many artistes like Amy, Zamani, Hattan and M. Nasir. It's the original song by Search, not by the four artistes. It's a pretty nice song. And I kind of liked the name 'Isabella' since forever. Lawl.

And yes, did I mention that the Malaysian actor Fahrin Ahmad is really hot? Hehe. I know he's hotter than Zac Efron. Waaayyyyy better-looking than Zac Efron. :) :) :) :) See? So many smileys dedicated for Fahrin Ahmad. :P

I feel like writing a letter to somebody special. Just you watch.

Dear God,
I need strength. Please give me strength to carry on until the A levels are over. I need help over here, God. Please don't allow me to wither along the way. I need to maintain my current strength and I need to do well for my exams. It's really important. And oh, dear God, if it's not too much to ask, could you please protect my loved ones for me? Thank you, God.

Your slave, ME.

Heh. That was freaking random. So, in any case, the fasting month is coming really soon, on the 13th of September. I don't know why, but I'm really excited for the fasting month to appear. I don't know. Partly because I can't wait to fast, and secondly, I kind of like to hear the raya songs on air, plus all those soulful spiritual kinda songs. It gives us a sense of awakening, you know? I don't know about you, but I definitely felt that way. So, insya-Allah, I want to be a better person after this fasting month, well, at least, better than what I already am right now. After all, I was born in the month of Syaaban (bulan Rasulullah), so I guess I can't disappoint the prophet, can I?

Till then!