Salam to all,
I think this may be my last post until the A levels end. Can you believe it?! 24 days to the start of A's, 5 days to Farewell Assembly, and 6 days to Hari Raya. It's that mugging-festivemood-sad feeling that I'm really experiencing right now. Ok, so mugging may not be a feeling, but studies just turn me waayyy on these days. I guess I so badly want to do well for the A's, do my parents proud, and get decent results to get into a university, no matter where it may be. My mum once said, "Dunia ni bumi Allah, rezeki ada dimana-mana." There is some truth in that. If we do not do as well as we hoped for the A's, don't worry, there's always some place where we can shine, it doesn't just have to be confined in Singapore. Therefore, the moral of the story is, just focus on the big A's, and insya-Allah, Allah will take care of the things following it. He always does.
With that said, and with the overwhelming sadness that I'm experiencing due to the fact that I will be leaving my dearest friends soon for study break, I'd just like to say a little something. Thank you friends, for being there for me all the time throughout my years in AJC. I know I have not done much to deserve you people, but I'll just have you know that all of you occupy a special place in my heart. There's no words to describe just how much each of you means to me, neither I feel that it is necessary to write an entire volume like Tarling did, because there isn't enough space for all my gratitude. You guys have been the greatest things that has ever happened to me thus far in AJC. I know I may have said bad stuff about you guys at some point in time, but really, I didn't mean all that I said. It was just in a midst of anger and upset that made me rant bad things about you guys. Forgive me if I haven't been able to be a good friend to you, for I am a terrible person who does not know how to console those who need a shoulder to lean on. The least I could do is to listen to your problems, but other than that, I think I can't do much. In any case, you guys are really special. I will treasure the moments we share in Anderson for as long as I live, because they say that JC friends last longer than any other friends. Thank you friends, for going through hell and suicide with me, because I think I may just explode if you guys weren't there for me when I am so overcome with studies and all. Thanks for the little gifts and the tiny words of courage that you guys shower on me. I know I haven't done much, and I'll extend my apologies on that. Thank you friends, for showing me how to break the rules and open my eyes to the world of youth 'delinquancy' and showing me the other side of life - the darker side - that I have not seen before. In other words, thank you friends, for showing me how to be street-wise, which I think I am a big goondoo at. I know I have lots of faults, but I hope you can pardon me on that. Lastly, thank you friends, for the sweetest moments that you have shared with me. I appreciate all that.
Ok, enough of the emo-ing. You know, I can't really bear to leave all my friends behind, but for the sake of my future, I must. I gotta, I hafta.
And then, when the A levels end and we have done ourselves sufficiently proud, we can all enjoy ourselves to our hearts' content. I shan't get started on what those would be, but I'm sure we'll find ways around that.
Lastly, to those taking the A's, just remember this little piece of advice from me:
"Just remember to put in your best effort. Whatever the result may be, don't fret so much about it. Allah will take care of it, because it is only He who knows what is best for us. In our pursuit of studying, don't forget that Allah still exists, and we must constantly share our thoughts with Him in our prayers, because everything will fall in place neatly, and Allah will ensure that. The most important thing now is, Kita mesti redha dengan ketentuan Allah s.w.t. Have faith in Him, and He will show you the way."
Wassalam.
I think this may be my last post until the A levels end. Can you believe it?! 24 days to the start of A's, 5 days to Farewell Assembly, and 6 days to Hari Raya. It's that mugging-festivemood-sad feeling that I'm really experiencing right now. Ok, so mugging may not be a feeling, but studies just turn me waayyy on these days. I guess I so badly want to do well for the A's, do my parents proud, and get decent results to get into a university, no matter where it may be. My mum once said, "Dunia ni bumi Allah, rezeki ada dimana-mana." There is some truth in that. If we do not do as well as we hoped for the A's, don't worry, there's always some place where we can shine, it doesn't just have to be confined in Singapore. Therefore, the moral of the story is, just focus on the big A's, and insya-Allah, Allah will take care of the things following it. He always does.
With that said, and with the overwhelming sadness that I'm experiencing due to the fact that I will be leaving my dearest friends soon for study break, I'd just like to say a little something. Thank you friends, for being there for me all the time throughout my years in AJC. I know I have not done much to deserve you people, but I'll just have you know that all of you occupy a special place in my heart. There's no words to describe just how much each of you means to me, neither I feel that it is necessary to write an entire volume like Tarling did, because there isn't enough space for all my gratitude. You guys have been the greatest things that has ever happened to me thus far in AJC. I know I may have said bad stuff about you guys at some point in time, but really, I didn't mean all that I said. It was just in a midst of anger and upset that made me rant bad things about you guys. Forgive me if I haven't been able to be a good friend to you, for I am a terrible person who does not know how to console those who need a shoulder to lean on. The least I could do is to listen to your problems, but other than that, I think I can't do much. In any case, you guys are really special. I will treasure the moments we share in Anderson for as long as I live, because they say that JC friends last longer than any other friends. Thank you friends, for going through hell and suicide with me, because I think I may just explode if you guys weren't there for me when I am so overcome with studies and all. Thanks for the little gifts and the tiny words of courage that you guys shower on me. I know I haven't done much, and I'll extend my apologies on that. Thank you friends, for showing me how to break the rules and open my eyes to the world of youth 'delinquancy' and showing me the other side of life - the darker side - that I have not seen before. In other words, thank you friends, for showing me how to be street-wise, which I think I am a big goondoo at. I know I have lots of faults, but I hope you can pardon me on that. Lastly, thank you friends, for the sweetest moments that you have shared with me. I appreciate all that.
Ok, enough of the emo-ing. You know, I can't really bear to leave all my friends behind, but for the sake of my future, I must. I gotta, I hafta.
And then, when the A levels end and we have done ourselves sufficiently proud, we can all enjoy ourselves to our hearts' content. I shan't get started on what those would be, but I'm sure we'll find ways around that.
Lastly, to those taking the A's, just remember this little piece of advice from me:
"Just remember to put in your best effort. Whatever the result may be, don't fret so much about it. Allah will take care of it, because it is only He who knows what is best for us. In our pursuit of studying, don't forget that Allah still exists, and we must constantly share our thoughts with Him in our prayers, because everything will fall in place neatly, and Allah will ensure that. The most important thing now is, Kita mesti redha dengan ketentuan Allah s.w.t. Have faith in Him, and He will show you the way."
Wassalam.
posted by the essaouira at
10/07/2007 10:08:00 am
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